Imagine waking
up one morning and discovering to your amazement that you are not
able to move one side of your body, not able to speak so others can
understand you or not able to understand what others are saying to
you. This awful wakeup call will happen to approximately 750,000 Americans
each year, suffering a new or recurrent stroke. Changes in the ability
to communicate will occur in a large percentage of these strokes.
Communication is an integral part of our relationships, and loss of
the ability to understand or speak can be frightening. The most common
difficulty is aphasia, literally a loss of words. A person
with aphasia may know exactly what they wish to say, but the words
will not come out, or will be spoken incorrectly (paraphasia), as
in saying round for ball or before
for after. Helen Harlan Wulf, author of Aphasia, My
World Alone, describes aphasia: Substitution was a constant
solution and isnt it amazing when simple words refuse to come,
one can hunt and scratch and find othersan exhausting procedure,
but one that often got the job done.
Aphasia can also be a receptive problem meaning that the stroke survivor
will not understand what is said and may have difficulty answering
questions or following directions. Receptive aphasia may also make
it difficult for a person to sort out conversations in a group of
people or on the phone.
Dysarthria is another type of speech deficit occurring with stroke.
A person with dysarthria may have slurred, halting speech which is
difficult to understand. This person may be mistakenly thought to
be drunk or on drugs. Dysarthria can also affect the voice, making
it a different pitch, tense or hoarse in quality. When the loudness
of a voice is decreased it may be difficult to be heard in groups
or on the phone.
With apraxia (a motor speech disorder rather than a language problem),
a speaker will sound dysfluent or hesitant, as though stuttering.
It may be hard to initiate words, or the words may be distorted and
spoken in a groping manner.
Recovery from stroke and aphasia or other speech problems involves
hard work and adjustment. Communication is not the same and may never
be. Ram Dass wrote the last chapter of his book Still Here
after having a stroke in 1997. He expresses his feelings about communication
and the changes resulting from his aphasia. Ive got to
treat words as if they are precious now...when words dont come
as easily it requires that what I say be as much essence
as possible. I dont have the energy for all the digressions
I used to run through.
And so it can be for thousands of men and women who have had strokes
and experienced communication difficulties. It is heartening, though,
to read Helen Harlan Wulfs words six years post stroke. One
thing is obvious to me; my recovery continues.
And so it does.
REFERENCES:
Ram Dass, Still Here, 2000; Riverhead Books;
May Sarton, After the Stroke, A Journal. 1988; Norton Books;
Helen Harlan Wulf, Aphasia, My World Alone. 1973; Wayne State
University Press